The Lord Has Another Soldier!
Revelations 12:11 – βAnd they have conquered him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, for they loved not their lives even unto death.β PREACH!!! ππ¦»πΌβπ½ππ½πͺπ½π₯π₯π₯
βMy Testimony: *I am resharing for my new friend*
-I almost died in childbirth and my mom almost died. I got stuck in the birth canal.
-I was severely abused my father.. I was pinned to my diaper as a baby.. physically hit every other day.. hiding in cabinets, closets, underneath my bed
-My dad died when I was 14 leaving my mom to raise us by herself. She was heavily controlled. Not allowed to drive, have money, talk on the phone by herself, didnβt know how to balance a checkbook. She was a teacher. She was only allowed to substitute teach. My dad would take her to and from school and pick up her paycheck.
-I was only allowed to have 2 outfits a year while my father wore $500 suits
– I remember starving and not having enough food because my dad took his friends to country clubs and golfed.
-Anorexia and Bulimia age 14
-Began drinking alcohol age 14
-Started sleeping around age 16
-Brutally raped and drugged age 27 and almost died on a yacht I shouldnβt have been on
-married an abusive narcissist at age 28 for 17 yrs
– 1st husband addicted to pornography and cheating and mentally and emotionally abusive
-Severe depression ages 28-35 years old
-Faced severe rejection and abandonment my whole life
-Currently in treatment for Complex PTSD
Although I was saved at 5 years old and started to speak to God at 4 years of age, I didnβt become fully submitted to Jesus until age 35. He saved me. Although my life is anything but perfect I am still serving Him today. I have gone through things that would have killed most people but I am a living testimony of his mercy and grace!
My journey isnβt over… Gods grace is sufficient whatever you are going through. He is still doing a good work in me and He will complete it! I am still able to hold a smile on my face and feel Joy in my heart because of my love for Jesus and all He saw me through. I surrender all!!!β
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